suck.

You know what hurt the most, for me? putting so much hope in something and got myself a big disappointment. This time, not results, not anything. Just, i failed to get what i want to. Something, that i planned since long long long ago. And my long long long long ago referring to form one or two i guess?

This, i stopped it during standard six, and now i wanted it back. Requested and got rejected. Its really depressing.. Since its now holidays, why can't i? WHY CAN'T I? GIVE ME A SOLID REASON PLEASE. Sigh.

Sometimes, i chosed not to tell and talk to you guys everything, but it doesn't mean i don't have feelings ok. Why can't you guys be more understanding? WHY?!

I hope that you guys get to read this, but i know it won't happen, never.

I'm tired of all this.

Quote for the day. 

This song had nothing to do with my current feelings, just...

it caught my attention.