dreams.

Last night, i had lots of stuffs in my mind, 2011 is just not my year i guess. Ups and downs.
Last last night, i'd a nightmare. Being chased by some murdere i guess. -.- Kay it sounds ridiculous but not for me. I woke up, and the scene just won't stop appearing in my mind. It's still fresh in my mind now. I'm afraid.
Last night, i had my so-called nightmare. You don't call it a nightmare anyway, just..... have a little disappoinment and more in my dream. I cried so badly in my dream. But guess what, i woke up, with my tears STILL on. I can feel it was rollind down my cheek. Its really sad and depressing i can't get everything i get. WHY? so what you expect? me spending my whole holiday in home, watching television the whole day? this is freaking lifeless okay. Can you guy's mind be more er, open? Its 21st century now. Teen don't stay at home whole day ok, well most of them la. But seriously.
I wiped off , and slept back, i dreamed the same dream again. A dream that i failed to get something i want to, i repeat , AGAIN. The same thing happened. I woke up, and the tears were rolling down my cheek.
its been a long time since this kind of dreams happened on me. The last time were.. 5 years old maybe?
I dreamt i got lost in a shopping complex and cant seem to find my parents. It was scary... for a 5 years old kid i guess.

Whats wrong with me nowadays?
This suck.