FLASHBACKS ;

2011-12-28T21:09:00.001+08:00

It was unforgettable :)

Time to move on.

2011-12-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

something just flashed through my mind,

if one day i left without telling, will you care? will you realise? will you angry? :)

2011-12-14T22:48:00.001+08:00

please be honest and tell me everything, for once?

im lost. ive no idea what is in your mind.

2011-12-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

i miss.

Pulau Redang 2005.

2011-12-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

:)))

2011-12-08T20:19:00.001+08:00

love this song(:

Quote for the day/month/year.

2011-12-07T18:43:00.001+08:00

This is how exactly i feel now.

dreams.

2011-12-02T22:56:00.001+08:00

Last night, i had lots of stuffs in my mind, 2011 is just not my year i guess. Ups and downs.
Last last night, i'd a nightmare. Being chased by some murdere i guess. -.- Kay it sounds ridiculous but not for me. I woke up, and the scene just won't stop appearing in my mind. It's still fresh in my mind now. I'm afraid.
Last night, i had my so-called nightmare. You don't call it a nightmare anyway, just..... have a little disappoinment and more in my dream. I cried so badly in my dream. But guess what, i woke up, with my tears STILL on. I can feel it was rollind down my cheek. Its really sad and depressing i can't get everything i get. WHY? so what you expect? me spending my whole holiday in home, watching television the whole day? this is freaking lifeless okay. Can you guy's mind be more er, open? Its 21st century now. Teen don't stay at home whole day ok, well most of them la. But seriously.
I wiped off , and slept back, i dreamed the same dream again. A dream that i failed to get something i want to, i repeat , AGAIN. The same thing happened. I woke up, and the tears were rolling down my cheek.
its been a long time since this kind of dreams happened on me. The last time were.. 5 years old maybe?
I dreamt i got lost in a shopping complex and cant seem to find my parents. It was scary... for a 5 years old kid i guess.

Whats wrong with me nowadays?
This suck.

i want!

2011-11-27T00:34:00.001+08:00

im desperate for it, anyone??:(((

2011-11-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

Tutti Frutiy, Tako, Chatime, In Time, Presents.

well-spent-day.

2011-11-20T23:46:00.001+08:00

you know, it feels really great if i get to talk to my brother, after so long.
He messaged me and asked how are we in Malaysia. Is like.. undescribeable feelings. felt really warm, ~~glad that he didnt forget us ~~LOL. i can teared everytime when im talking to him, not sad, just... felt warm and appreciated :)~~~~
~~knowing him being over stress there yet i can't do anything. but one thing for sure, i don't wana step in college, i'm definitly not looking forward to it.~~

2011-11-20T00:59:00.001+08:00

- Sittin’ on a plane
Reminscing back when I made that mistake
I wish it never ended with a heartbreak
Now your heart broken, tears in ya face
Ask myself why, looking at the sky
If I could turn back I’d make it all right
Praying that you better but its still stormy weather
Don’t wanna let go but the rain wont let up
Now you gone, still thinking bout you everyday
And I know feelings was hurt and you can blame me but
I’m sorry for the games that I played
But now it’s too late

2011-11-19T22:51:00.001+08:00

why things always doesnt turn out they way i want it to be?! WHY?! Am i living in my own fantasy or what, i love to dream how my life can be how perfect, how nice. But in reality, its totally opposite. i just have to wake up. i have to.
sometimes, it is much easier to fake a smile than to explain what i really feel about you inside.

2011-11-16T23:24:00.001+08:00

不像考卷，所有复杂困难的问题，都能得到一个结答。真实人生里，有些事永远也没有答案。

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2011-11-15T18:45:00.001+08:00

This movie, definitely worth it !

柯震東 as 柯騰

陳妍希 as 沈佳宜

love this movie! don't mind watching second time :)

2011-11-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

99% success, 1% failure. And yes, the 1% had happened. ~~fuck~~this.

suck.

2011-11-12T22:21:00.001+08:00

You know what hurt the most, for me? putting so much hope in something and got myself a big disappointment. This time, not results, not anything. Just, i failed to get what i want to. Something, that i planned since long long long ago. And my long long long long ago referring to form one or two i guess?

This, i stopped it during standard six, and now i wanted it back. Requested and got rejected. Its really depressing.. Since its now holidays, why can't i? WHY CAN'T I? GIVE ME A SOLID REASON PLEASE. Sigh.

Sometimes, i chosed not to tell and talk to you guys everything, but it doesn't mean i don't have feelings ok. Why can't you guys be more understanding? WHY?!

I hope that you guys get to read this, but i know it won't happen, never.

I'm tired of all this.

Quote for the day.

This song had nothing to do with my current feelings, just...

it caught my attention.

give me everything tonightttttttttt,

2011-11-12T02:37:00.001+08:00

This song , stucked in my head since yesterday.

Enjoyed karaoke-ing with them!

i found a place, where i can blahhhh everything out just by ~~screaming~~ singing :)

note to self: never try drinking sake again -.- not even a sip!!

A simple wish doesn't harm.

2011-11-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

i wished, :)

11.11.11.11.11 :)

2011-11-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

Shogun and Redbox with a bunch of friends. Definitely a great day to remember and enjoyed my 11.11.11.11.11 ! No regrets :)

~~ilooksohideoustoday,butwhocaressss~~

past , 2010

2011-11-11T00:56:00.001+08:00

i miss the food and people there.

memorable trip,

Campfirenight 2010,

class party 2010,

reunion 2010,

2010,

time seems to move real fast, can you stop, for me? :(

10.11.2011

2011-11-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

studied, studied, studied. Results turn out to be so disappointing, even with the leaks, so what. i'm not satisfied or should i say i never got happy with my marks before, except for some particular subjects like malay and english. Science subject, what a nightmare. B, C, D , E , F Tried my best. Sigh i think i shouldn't put high hopes in the first place, afterall, the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment, so TRUE.
Results aside, note to self : don't cry over spilt milk.
So, last day of school, didn't realised it. Time flies, things will change sooner or later. No, i don't want it to change. I'm happy with what i'm having now, family, friends and everything despite those up and those, but i'm glad that i went through it. 2011, first time getting really really upset for my exam's result, its like i never had that feeling before. I always had the thoughts of, ' oh, 65 ah, ok la, don't care ' , but not now anymore, 65 do affect me alot. Yes call me kiasu or anything. Just that my parents' high expectation, sigh. And i don't want to disappoint myself. its not like i didnt study righttttttt, this is so unfair. :S

and i just realised, im back to my results topic again lolololol.

one month plus of holiday, should i enjoy? i shall decide later :)

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

you know yourself,

2011-11-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

you know what, you're just another suckiest person i'd ever met.

Big Bang, WORLDWIDEACT WINNER!

2011-11-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THEIR SMILES ON THEIR FACES!

its been a long time seeing five of them together! ♥♥

really hope that i get to meet you guys one day, my dream ♥ ~~callmenaive~~

♥♥♥

Felt really happy for them ♥♥

- current phone's wallpaper!

BOSS.

SO CUTEEEEEEEE.

Taeyang's dog, such a lucky dog! hahaha ♥

all time favourtie;

2011-11-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/#!/photo.php?v=10150436659156539

♥♥♥♥♥

to do list after exam ,

2011-11-03T21:22:00.005+08:00

BEAUTY SLEEP ,

EAT ,

SHOP ,

SWIM ,

So, finals had officially ended. Chinese paper was the last paper. It was, errr, okay? Four weeks, a really tough month. Even with those leaks, still it was tough, real tough. And i doubt i can ace my subjects too. Even so, i won't be that happy, afterall, i'd depend the leaks all the way. So.. what if wihtout leaks? i'll be ten times, hundred times worst then now. Like, seriously. Anyway, exams, results all aside.

2011 soon to be coming to an end. Tough ride indeed, but the mean time, i guess i enjoyed. Two months till form five, gonna appreciate this two months, I PROMISED I WON'T COMPLAIN STUFFS LIKE, 'SIEN LA' , 'BORING LA' ,'NOTHING TO DO LA' , ETC. I used to complain a lot during long holidays, but not now anymore. A break is what i needed. Form five, ain't gonna be easy. :)

In a nut shell, will enjoy my holiday to the max.

Cause i know, 2012 is gonna be a super tough year for me.

OHHHHHHHHHH,

mind voting for BIG BANG? its under the WORLDWIDE ACT category!

Really hope that they can win it, they deserve it! NO? ikillyou:D

http://adria.mtvema.com/vote

Spam vote okayyyy :DD

Thanks a bunch ♥♥♥

2011-10-30T15:03:00.001+08:00

study mode : ON.

2011-10-23T21:43:00.003+08:00

current song ;

2011-10-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

a few more hours to a month, last month at this time, i was crying silently in the car, i brought my psp along to kill my time and not to think so much about it. But,i failed. I teared. I pretended to text with someone using my phone when i'm not at all, trying to laugh while playing my psp game, just don't want it to let them know i'm crying. Silently praying that time will stops there.
You know, although i'm not that close with my brother like how others do, but still, who won't cry lahh?? remember few years back when he's still form one i think, he got scolded badly from my dad, i cried. I don't even have the appetite to eat. Sounds exaggerating, but i'm not.
Whenever i'm feeling sick, he's the one who realised it first, asked me to take medication and sleep. :')
Oh well, time flies. it feels like a year to me, but its not, its only a month! I'm so lonely now in my home, no one to talk to, except my bears and toys, not forgetting the walls too. -____-

Finals, i'll definitely screw it upside down inside out without the leaks, like seriously! i studied a few weeks before finals, but what's the freaking point? i still will forget when it comes to the day. Frustrating to the max -_____- Sleeping at 3am and waking at 7am every day, told myself it will pass very fast, real fast and i can do it, and sooooo, i managed, sitting in front of the laptop now watching videos to release stress! and yesterday was one hell of a day, revising biology while having a bad headache and slight fever. Slept at twelve and felt great the next morning. Thank Buddhaaa :D

One week off, another six papers to go! I don't think they should have a week off thou, it kills my productivity of studying! i'll slack alot :( In the same time, its good where we got time to study more for our paper 3. At least i don't have to stay up late again:)

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

2011-10-14T21:08:00.001+08:00

: " is this what i want ? "

2011-10-05T18:17:00.001+08:00

Tell me, im not gonna fell into this again.

22.9.2011

2011-09-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

its the day, the day that i dont want it to arrive, alot. but i know, time won't stop for me, it won't.

He brought lollipop for me whenever we're going to Genting cause he knows that i've the habit.
He loves scolding me in a good way, you'll think its rediculous but its not for me.
He will nag me whenever i do not wash my plates or wipe the table after eating, and helped me to clean it after nagging.
He knows i dont like to eat, he'll eat it for me.
He... etc etc.

I cried. Two years, it seems long to me.
Anyway, wishing you the best , brother.

i want.

2011-09-11T17:41:00.004+08:00

sometimes, i wondered, why must we study? why can't i sleep and lie on my comfy bed whole day long? Shouldn't it be nice if everyone have the same brain, same knowledge? The world will have no wars, fight, jealousy and more.

Yes i know. i love thinking necessary stuffs! Typical me.

im a happy girl.

Pesta Tanglung yesterday was a blast. Enjoyed the performances and every single one of it. Not forgetting the SHARKSLIDE! :D Everyone who played were wet, and stinks! LOL. omg i never knew it can be that awesome hahaha. Definately a day to remember despite the heavy rainpour.

Eleven days more to go, time flies. You know, i'm afraid of that day. Watching him packing winter clothes, preparing everything, i don't feel good. A year, not long, not short. Its okay, its okay.. :)

2011-09-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

Isn't he familiar? :)

So cute! :DDD

You know what?

He is freaking 39 years old now. No joke.

ps: Blog is so pinkish now. :/

ps: tuning to take over - mizz nina ft florida

01092011

2011-09-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

Final Destination 5.
I don't mind going for the second time. Don't ask me why. Cause i don't know either. :)

ps : Dilemma. Urgh.

2011-09-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

Cutest cousin ever.

2011-08-19T20:57:00.001+08:00

" 我難過的是忘了你忘了愛

盡全力忘記我們真心相愛

也忘了告訴你失去的不能重來 "

The lyrics says it all.

I saw you appeared in my facebook chat list. No longer clicking your name and says " hi " to you.
I will get used to it. I will. :)

Form four, is just not a year that i wanted to go through it again. I don't think i never will want to. Ups and downs everyday. I hate it. School, no longer a place where i looked forward to go to everyday. Every morning once i stepped in the school, i hope that recess will come faster, then after school. How lifeless it is.
I don't use to be like that. I used to have fun during every single period in school, laughing, gossiping and more. But all these will never happen again, never. This is not i wanted. I'm hoping for a good year. Not like this. I guess i just have to used to it.

Not emo-ing.

:D

" Smile is a curve that sets everything straight" i told myself that.

2011-08-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

Tried to hide all my previous post. Failed. Anyone knows how to do it? Teach me please.
2011, bittersweet year for me. Exams, Friends and everything. Tried putting a smile everyday its easy, but comes to forced, its not.
Screwed exams, i even burst myself out in school, for the first time. People might think its just a small matter, but for me, its not. So, go ahead say all you want. I'm fine with it. :)

2011-06-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

screwed everything up. oh well. hoping for the best.

ps: your smile melts my heart.:)

104th.

2011-06-19T16:42:00.000+08:00

Campfire Night 2011 had officially ended yesterday. It was the bomb for everyone of us! Our hardwork had already paid off. :) Glad to hear positive feedbacks from my friends. :D I learnt a lot throughout the preparations till the big event! Thanks everyonee! Another awesome chapter in my life. :)

Outdoor camp, Camp Perdana, Campfire Night, i simply think that everything passes too fast. Time really flies. Oh Well. At least i enjoyed to the max. No regrets i think. :)

Loves.

ps : Everyone is sooo awesome, preetyyy and hotttt that nighttt :D !

I gotta feeling, that tonights gonna be a good good nighttt!

2011-05-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

EHERRRRMMM, *clears throat.
SEAFIELD'S MID TERM EXAM IS OFFICIALLY OVERRRR! :DDDD

As you can see the title of the posttt, yeahh, finally i get to have my beauty sleep after two weeks?

This exams all i can say is, I SCREWED IT UP. Like seriouslysuperduperbadly. Worst exam ever. Why is that so? You know, Physics. Mindeffeedddd subject. Paper One, Two , Three, suck to the max. -.- I tried really hard to understand but yeah i know. Understanding isn't enough. You must know how the hell and where you should apply. But mehh, i don't know how lahh. -.- I STUDIED REAL HARD OKAY!
Ahh nevermind. Just hoping to pass that subject. PASS is more then enough for this exam. :(
In a nutshell, Physics sucks to the max. I'm starting to miss Form Three. Even thou its a PMR year, but thats my awesome-est year of Secondary school. But still, as compared to Standard Six, I still miss Standard Six more thou. :))
Life goes on still. :)

OFF! :D

kay don't laugh. this was like around last year :)

Some things look simple, some are not what you perceive, some people refused to compromise, turning an easy job into a mess. Ths is life :)

life is like a one way ticket, theres no turning back.

2011-05-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

So, quite some time i'd not update anything yet, i did'nt even bother to sign in and think of what to write and update. And so when i decided to, i'd forgotten my password. Oh niceeeee :( So i reset-ed it and here i am! :D hopefully i won't forget it again. doesnt feel nice you knoww.*fingercrossed*

Form Four, practically its not a fun YET not so fun year. As in? STUDIES? NOT FUN. :) But Form Four is the year i wanted to enjoy to the max but the same time i've to concentrate on my studies. I don't wana be so last minute and panicked next year. I know its abit to early to say that but yeah. I dont wana regret anything. :)

Remininscing April. Hari Anugerah Cemerlang, SOME ANGMOH VISITED MY SCHOOL!!!!!! , Leo 1st Fellowship Night, CAMP PERDANA, staying back till 4.30pm for drill practice, sports day. Woahh. :) Hectic April. I guess camp perdana will be the one i misses the most. The time where we used our hands to eat, yes, HANDS. They only provide us utensils during breakfast. Frakly speaking, it was QUITE , quite disguisting at the first place but then you will use to it later. Eating with hands like how the Malay do. SATU MALAYSIA wei ;)) Andddd the first day my friend and i waited for a damn toilet about half an hour plus in the midnight?!?! MIDNIGHT! We were superfreakingasdasdwierhwu EXHAUSTED and TIRED but we still have to bath cause we stink, like seriously. LOL. We done washing up around 3.30 AM and woke up around 6.30am.................
Flying fox, Night walk in a forest, Rafting, Halangan komando which you have to pass through many obstacles like CRAWLING OVER A MUD, imagine theres lots of lots of leeches and godknowswhatinsectyoustillhaveinthere , oh well. :) memories, memoris. I'm so proud that i went through everything. ;)
April, i'll miss you badly.

May, a brand new one. Exams ON. Three weeks, freaking three weaks. I'm working real hard, eventhou i know i wont get a satisfying result, but at least i work hard. Physics, a subject that i'm worried the most. I'm seriously lost, stuck in Phsyics. I can't even manage chapter one. I suck in this. I'd tried to concentrate during each lesson, trying hard to understand, but my brain just doesn't interpreting it? Hopefully i'll pass this test. Hopefully. :)
Can't wait till exam ends. Looking forward to Scouts Outdoor Camp and Camp Fire Night Preparation!

OFF :))

ohhhmaigodd ;)

2011-01-17T18:11:00.001+08:00

I'm a Form Four student now. :) FORM FOUR. :( Its just the third week of the year and i feel like dying already. LOL. Piles of homework, tonnes of tuition. AHHHHHHH! D: Teacher gave lots of homework in a day, and i don't understand whats the teacher talking about. And some teachers will go like, ' Eh you guys 4cekap mah, all straight A's student, so i can go slightly faster. ' -.- -.- GREAT. :) IF I'M LAST IN CLASS, I'M NOT SURPRISED ABOUT IT. I serious slack alot. Ohmyyyyy! :(
I guess i shall study hard and don't let my parents down. :P Thats all for noww! BYEEEEE. :)

SMILE :)

number 111 post! :) such a coiincident eh?

2011-01-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

So, 2010 had ended. ~~whysofastahhh:)~~ i'll really miss 2010, cause it was a awesome year for me, i guess. :D Oh well, life goes on. I shall appreciate everything. :D Am turning 16 next year, oopss, i mean this year, i can feel the pressure right now. LOL. I'm not done arranging my tuition YET. Last minute.. last minute.. Hmm. :)

I shall summarize my Taiwan trip, i'm so lazy. Haha. :)

I LOVE WINDOW SEATING! :DDDDD

FYI, it was 8-9 Celcius on the first two days i went. C-O-L-D.

EXPO :)

Wishing that i could countdown here. ;)

I STALKED YOU DURING MY WHOLE ENTIRE TRIP! :P

If you watched 'corner of love' then you'll know this! :D LUOZHIXIANG! :)

Awesome people + Awesome food! :D

BYEE :( See you soon!

Kay, i was super bored so i play around with the camera, and i found this effect. :P

Thats all! :)

Pmr results was on 23December2010. Went to school with a idontknow what feeling. :) Wishing that i could get straight A's but i know i could'nt. Mix feelings lah.

My results turn out to be A A A A A A A A !

I AM SHOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY AND SATISFIED! :D

Thank you family and friends and teachers and everything! :D

My hardwork to pay off thou. :)

I'll continue to work harder! :D

LASTLYYYYYY,

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING.

FORGIVE N FORGET :)

Say Hi to my new hair style! :)

One word, REGRET. :'(

Soon.

2010-12-22T20:49:00.001+08:00

AM BACKKKKK!

Shall update if i have the mood! :D

PMR results tomorrow! Should i be happy or not? I can't wait for my results, i want to bug my dad to bring me for Luo Zhi Xiang's concert, i'm S E R I O U S. :)

2010-12-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

LAM FUNG IS SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

HEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Lelio popo!

2010-12-11T23:02:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOO! :D Pyramid with Yat Kuan and Koh Wen, last minute! :) Its nice hanging out with friends, i likeeyyy! :D Watched Lelio Popo, not bad! :D Rate it 9/10.

this is retard yet cute! :P

SAKAI! :D

KOH WEN! :D

KAMI! :D

MERRY ADVANCE CHRISTMAS! HAHAHA :D

- TRANSFORMERS ON 1.7.2010! :D

- Leave your email address at my cbox, thank you! :) Cause i'm privating it back, SOON.

ps: FOUR MORE DAYS! :DDDDD

ps: Iwanttoleavethisschool.Notmysakaifriends,issimplythisschool.

ps: NARNIA AND TRON ANYONEEEEE?

Rapunzel !

2010-12-06T22:58:00.001+08:00

Meet ben ben. So cute right. HAHAHAHAHAH.

Pyramid with sakai Yat Kuan.... (errr, when already ar?LOL) Conclusion, Had lots of fun with her. HEEEEEE. :D

Deng, i'm just too..... tanned......!!!!! :@
Why can't i be fair-er? :(

I need a better camera. :P

Watched Rapunzel. (OHHHHH, THIS TICKET REMIND ME WHEN I WENT WITH HER, ITS WEDNESDAY. HAHA) If you're wondering why it cost Rm12, then i shall tell you why. :P i sat couple seats with her. :DDD HAHAHAHAH ~~ifeelsogay~~

TAEYANG IS LOVEEE! :D GO VOTE FOR HIM AT ALLKPOP AWARDS ALRIGHTTTT! :DDDDDDDDDD

ps : Currently watching 谈情说案 :)

ps : Google translator do help when people like me can't type chinese at my computer. :P

Gathering 6D/2007

2010-12-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

Kay, this is retarded. xD
Credits to Kong Hui . HAHAHA

Off to Ke Jia's house around 11.00-12.00p.m. Then we choose to walk to Xing Yiow's house since its a short distance only. :) Reached there and i cant recognise some of them. ~~shyt~~ xD

Snapping pictures,

EAT,

watch tv,

gambling,

played cards,

watching horror movie and scream together,

Summarised up the activitivy we'd done there. :D

It was hilarious when we're playing a game called ' in between' . Everyone's chinese name got to make it upside down! Everyone of us finding a hard time to call it correctly. HAHAHAHAH. And Ezzat (he's a malay) is the one who kena by us everytime. HAHAHAHA. Cheryl recorded part of the game, shall take from her one day. :D

We watch Ju On 2 too. Its fun watching horror movie with friends. :D You get to see their screaming or shouting or laughing look. HAHAHAH. Yes, laughing. Some of us are laughing because of the 'butt sign' , the 'thing' looks funny and more. If you had watch the movie, you'll get what i'm saying. :D And yess, i laughed too. HAHAHAHA.

After that, we walked to the field nearby. :)

From left, Regina, Cheryl, Wern Kang, Ke Jia, Bryan and me!

1-6 pose! HAHAHA. (L)

FOUR OF US! (L) Wern Kang MIA.

iloveyouguyss :DDD

Remember we used to say horny stuff together? LOL!

From left, Wan Li, Jie Xi (iloveyourhair:P), Shee Yen, Me , Jane. :D

Group picture! :D Actually many of them went back, so yeahh. :(

Up: Chun Kit, Jin Yan, Wern Kang, Ying Xuen, Jane, Cheryl

Standing: Kenneth, Yat Haw, Bryan, Xing Yiow, Ezzat, Ke Jia, Jie Xi, Regina, Me

Down: William, Kim Seng

:DD

Short update next! :)

First(s) .

2010-11-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOOOOOOOO ! :D PWH music awards was held at Arena Of Stars, Genting last Saturday (27.11.2010) Ke Jia had told me about this since i dont know how many weeks ago. Honestly, at first i'm not so hyper about it, cause i think that my parents wont let me go, so i did not put any hope for it. :) A week before that event, Ke Jia got the tickets, and i asked my dad whether can i go or not. :D (i won't ask my mum. HAHA) And he said YES :D AND, 'ask mummy to book room' I was thinking that, no hope for sure. LOL Cause my mum ~~love~~ to reject everything. -.- Surprisingly, she said NO PROBLEM. *yayayayayayayaya :DDDDDDDDD Mum request for Resort, but fully book. (Deng:P) So have to book First World. FYI, my family never like First World cause they think their rooms are super small. ._. But this time, i bugged my mum 24/7 and finally she booked First World's room. :D WHO CARES! As long as i can go, Awana i also willing to stay at. HAHAHAHAHA
FIRST TIME going for a live Awards show! :D
Reach there around 1.30p.m. I WANTED TO GO OUTDOOR AND SIT ROLLER COASTER RIDES AND THAT SHOOTUPTHING (LOL) SO BADLY!!!!! But can't. Red carpet is around 6p.m. Ke Jia and I think that its not worth it, so we didn't mangage to go. D; D; D; Nevermind, there's always next time. ( self-comfort (: )

On the way to First World! :) Thats Ke Jia's brother bytheway. :D

Starbucks to fill up my tummy. ~~whatabadidea~~

VANILLLAAAAA! :D

After that, off to Ke Jia's room. :D

Around 4.30p.m.++ , Ke Jia decided to go down to have a good view and place for red carpet. (FYI, RED CARPET ACTUALLY STARTS AT 6.00P.M. BUT ENDED UP THEY START TO WALK AROUND 6.15-6.30P.M.) Imagine how retard & sampat we were, standing there for so long. LOL. And the freaking small girl beside me, she was like keep pushing me. ~~WTF~~ And her sister beside her was like, ' Eh? why you like no place to stand already? ' Then the girl replied, ' She (me) was pushing me. ' I WAS LIKE -________- WTF, you're the one who was pushing kay! Ke Jia can prove it! ~~mahde~~ Seriously pissed off weih. -.- And ended up her sister asked her to go at the back. HAH. Not to be mean, but, seriously . -.- YOU're the one who was keep pushing me okay! -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

I took video instead of snapping pictures. :D wanted to post it up, but i changed my mind, quality sucks badly AND we were shouting and screaming. LOL

Video-ed all except for GUANG LIANG's (OMGWTB:() I tought i was recording it, but after that i checked back, i haven even press the 'record' button. FML :'( YOU KNOW, GUANG LIANG IS SO CUTEEE! :DD

Then, we got a suckish place in Arena Of Stars. Suckish as in those place if full of aunties. Not to say full, half of it maybe. And they dont even shout for their idols YET scolded us not to shout. -.- HELLLO, get your butts off if you can't stand it. HAVE YOU EVEN ATTEND A CONCERT OR EVENT THINGY THAT IS FULLY QUIET? NO RIGHT! On the other side, theres a cute guy around there. HAHAHAHA. Luckily, there were some people who left earlier and we went to sit their place. Much better! There were Chen Shi An's fan there. (Y) so theres of couse shouting and yelling around there. (Y) :DDDD

Lazy to upload those pictures, so , yeahh. :) CHEN SHI AN, DING DANG, FANG JIONG BING, TJ, RYNN LIM, GUANG LIANG etc etc are soooooo HOT and CUTE. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

PWH Awards end at 12.00 p.m. and went back to our room. :D Ke Jia and her family slept first so i met up with my brother. Around 2.00p.m. went back hotel with my brother. :) My brother was watching Indiana Jones. When i started to watch, a freaking big and fat snake appear on the tv. I repeat, FAT AND BIG SNAKE. OMG! I shouted. -.- MIND ME. ;)

Went back home the next day. Another memorable day with her. :)

NEXT ,

Trust is like a paper, once it's crumpled it can't be perfect.

2010-11-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

:/ :( :) :/

Stitch is shooo cute! :D

I titled it Random ! :)

2010-11-25T20:54:00.001+08:00

Last week i was spring cleaning my messy room. It was super tidy , neat and clean now! I'm proud of myself! Haha. Actually, specifically, i just tidy up my messy table. ._. it took me few hours! Yes my study table was really a mess. Books and stationaries all around. Dirty? Say whatever you want. :P

Form 1 - 3 text book, excercise book and more. :) ANDD, THERE'S MORE! Just that i have not dig it out yet. :P FORM FOUR? :(((( I can smell the pressure right now. :( I'm exagerrating actually. But still, yeahh. :(

Tuesday, i went to Sultan Abdul Aziz Airport aka old airport to renew my passport.

56 more till my turn! i waited for 2hours+ i guess. FUHH. No aircond, only fan, BUT NOT THOSE CEILING FAN! Luckily theres seats. But imagine hundreds of people waiting, those sweats and heat. OMG. UNBEARBLE WEIH! Fyi, theres only two or three counter were open for managing passport stuff. Btwwwww, i met Timothy and James there. :)

When its my turn, i was like FINALLY! But after that, i still have to wait to go to ANOTHER counter to pay money for the passport. -.- Another half hour gone. OMG.

Around 2.00p.m+ when back to take my passport. Number, again. :( This time worst, 200+ to wait. Walked around like some lost puppy (LOL) cause theres no seat and coinccidently i bumped into Yune Yuen and Pei Kai. HAHA. Waited for an hour to collect it. I dislike my passport's picture! One word, YONG SUI! HAHAHAHA. Went home around 3.00p.m.+ . Like, FINALLY.

ps : I'm loving my blogskin! Satisfied. :P But, soon, i'll get bored of it. Argh.

ps : I'M IN A ROLLER COASTER RIDE MOOD! I WANT TO GO FOR A ROLLER COASTER RIDEEEEE! :DDDDDDDDD

ps : ILOVESWIMMING :)

I watched some gymnastics performance just now. Random, i know. But somehow i love watching how they twist and bend and fly around like a elastic rubberband! :D And i found this, Nastia Liukin 's :O performance during Beijing Olympic 2008 (WHAT? 2008? Olympic is like something happened last month. Time really flies D;) . Ignore the link if you're not interested! :) ANYWAYY, while i was watching this video, i was like :O . SUPERBLY AMAZING! :) i'm wondering how many years she used to train wei. ._.

LASTLYYY, I FOUND SOMEONE WHO CAN CHEER ME UP AND MAKE ME HYPER WHENEVER I'M DOWN! :DDDDDDDDD

HE IS.....

TAEYANGGGGGG! :D i'm influenced by someone who started to recommand me his video and songs and MV. And noww, i'm totally in love with BIG BANG, especially TAEYANG! :D He's simply awesome. :DDDDD SHUTUPIFYOUWANTEDTOCOMMENT/CRICTISISEHISHAIRSTYLE! :)

I watched his video everytime i'm online, like, seriously. And smiled like nobody business. OHMY (L)

I WANA WATCH 2010 Mnet Asian Music Awards fullstop

TeenFest. 13.11.2010

2010-11-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

Remember the previous post post i said i met a few Malaysian artist when i'm at Mid Valley? I'm here to update now since i've nothing to do. :)

Loo YiSe 罗忆诗 . She's from Johor! :P

I've no idea who they are. :)

何志健

石欣卉

宇恒

Henley. 許亮宇.

陈诗力(idontknowwhich'li') & 許亮宇

ManHanD.

:)

Those chinese word i search around google and copy paste here. Cause my comp unable to type chinese word. Pfft. xD

I want to change my blogskin! I'm bored of it again! And i realised its too red-ish? But who cares. I LOVE RED :)

Kay i'm done updating :D

3Elok's ! :D

2010-11-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

(L)

Class party was held last Saturday (20.11.2010) at William's house. Bought a few bottles of drinks with Yat Kuan and off to William's house. Reach there around 6.00p.m. Chit chat awhile and rest of them came. Then off to pool! :)

FOOOOOOOOD! :D

TENG! I Love You! :D

YAT! I Love You Sakai!

Ignore me, me with my siao zha bo hair. LOL! Once again, thank you William! Haha :)

SYEDburn ! I hope to see you in school next year! Don't transfer to Penang kay! You'll be having a hard time there! (youdontknowhokkien/hakka.Insidejoke)

ANDD, you're freaking tall!

Hafiz! 1Malaysia role model. xD

FATTY! :D its time for you to get a bra. LOL! Let's SS more kay!

ILOVEYOUGUYS!

I GOT THREE FREAKING AWFUL PAINFUL SCARS FROM THE POOOL! IN HURTS ALOT! I can't walk THAT nicely when i'm wearing a slipper/shoe. -.- But still, I have lotsa fun there! Pushing and pulling one another into the pull! Pulling HanJin's leg/pants. LOL etc etc. I WILL MISS IT BADLY! D:

ps : Waiting for more pictures from William! :D

Class Party. I'll miss. ;) shall update when i got those superawesome picture.

2010-11-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes life doesn't make any sense.

2010-11-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

KIM HYUN JOOOOONNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! :D

I REALLY REALLY HOPE I GET TO MEET YOU DURING DECEMBER 4/5 ! :DDD

Swimming with KE JIA yesterdayy. AWESOMEEEEEEEE! :) Once i reach home, my muscle ache like nobody business. -.- And i'd slightly fever and diarrohea. -.- Ate medicine(ewwwwwwwwtfwthwtbb!~@#@$@#^$&^) and the next day i'm alrighttt. YAYY :D

Class Party tomorrow! :) i hope nobody will FFK. ~~Or i'll be seriously freaking dulan at them.~~

I WANT A FAIR SKIN, DESPERATELY! I'MSUPEREXHAUSTEDWHENI'MASKTOPOSEFORTHECAMERA.HAHA.

HOTT! :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ExWsVFJlFo

i can't believe that Form 3 is just going to end like that.......... :'(((

2010-11-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

HIIII! :DD I owned a freaking DSLR, in my dreams! :(((((

I'm starting to love DSLR a lot, ~~shitttttttt.~~

Today was Pn. Teh Seok Im retirement. Went to school to spend my ~~last day~~ with babes. End up Koh Wen FFK. -.- And left me and Teng Yan. But its okay. I still have lots of fun with every one of them, Yat Kuan, Chein Wei(omg,howtospellyournameagain?!?!) , Ke Jia and moree! I Love Everyone of youuuuuuuuuuuu!

During the present giving ceremony, i felt like crying. Haha. I sudden thought of the times in RECRUITS CAMP. How i have fun with Teng Yan they all and with those funny, cute and lovely seniors.... The memorable thing for me during the camp i think was HALANGAN KOMANDO, when all of us get freaking dirty, full of mud, and after that everyone of us have to clean up in the changing room, and the room end up to be super dirty and flooded. Whats more? We have to clean up during the last day. I remember i was mumbling why should we clean up, but.. oh well. I have a lot of fun.. After cleaning up, we're having... (omg,whatsthenightceremonycallagain?!?!?!) , i remember my group was the most epic and NOT cooperative at all. Yes, i seriously get really fed up of those Form1&2's. No offence. Now i think back, it's all memories. Precious ones.. OHHH, not to forget OBH! Super syok. :P Hmm.. Last year when i'm not with scouts, i remember that some of my friends were saying about OBH is scary, fun, etc... and lots of other comments.. This year, i get to tried it myself. Well, its really fun. If i'm not mistaken, the next day was our Keahlian exam, every one of us were hardcore studying like mad. 11.00p.m. they wanted us to switch off our lights and go to sleep, but we did not.. We actually studied with a dim light from outside.. This reminds me of the ancient! HAHAHA. And yeahh, when the time i get to sleep soundly, NGAI TENG YAN woke me up! LOL. And here goes OBH, every one of us woke up with a sleepy face. (HAHAHAHA) , took our scarf and went tapak perhimpunan. We were blind folded with our scarf, we were scared. LOL Ikr! first time mahh. (; After OBH,we were freaking dirty, AGAIN. Full of flour and water. Mygoddd. AND WE CANT BATH. Wash up is only what we can do. So yeahh, i doesn't really care, cause i'm really sleepy. We get to sleep for 2-3 hours and its morning already! Woww, i'm freaking exhausted and uncomfortable. Imagine those flour on your hair and doesn't come off cause you can't bath. -.- ERRR, i just realise i'd type so much. HAHAHA. Well, every single things in camp or scouts, its really memorable to me. I know that those seniors have put a lot of effort. And they never fail to put a smile on my faceeee! Except during marching time during the first day, i felt so..... :( I kept feeling freaking dizzy and feel like fainting. :((( I really hate myself for having such a weak body. Compare to those Form1&2s, i felt.....embarassed? Oh well. (; Seniors are there to help me always whenever i felt like fainting.. :'(

I shall stop here, or this post will be like my scouts post or something. HAHAHA. Overall, i really will miss them alot, although i'm not really close to them. they're really awesome! :) I sort of tears whenever i thinking about it today......

3Elok, i'll miss having you guys in a same class, really. (; I've to make myself NOT TO regret after class party. :)

She's the one who never fail to cheer me up! :)

You're simply awesomee! <3

Kim Hyun Joooooonnnggg!!!!! :D

(thisisrandomLOL)

Lastlyyy, HAVE A HAPPY RETIREMENT PN.TEH! You're awesome just the way you are!

ps : CLASS PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :)

ps : 2010 is a not-that-bad year for me afterall. Ups and Downs..

Leo Charity Movie.

2010-11-14T20:37:00.001+08:00

GIANT BIG BLUE HEAD!

Yesterday, (Saturday 13.11.2010) went One Utama with Leo's and the orphanage. Accompanied them to watch Megamind! :D Those kid are cute and adorable! The movie turn out to be funny and cute, unexpected. Haha. Laughed alot! :D

After movie, went Canton-I and for lunch. And rush back home. :) Awesome day with them. :)

♥♥♥

At night, went Mid Valley. :) Met a few not-so-famous Malaysia's singer there performing! :DD Snap a ~~few~~ bunch of pictures, but my camera quality is seriously cmi compared to those people who was holding DSLR's and taking good quality pictures there. How i wish i owned a DSLR too, in my dreams. :( Shall update maybe later or tomorrow. :)

WHAT A DAYY ;)

ps : Sorry Han Jin!

ps : Shyt, i want a DSLR too!

' One day in 2011, i'll think back and say to myself, i'd regret for not spending my time wisely after PMR ' D; D; D;

2010-11-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Don't ever remind me that i have two weeks or maybe less then two weeks left to year end holiday. I don't want it to pass so fast. Sometimes, when i start to think hows my life going to be when i'm Form Four. I'm going to have new classmates. And no longer more with my close and awesome ones. :( Not to say i don't like to have new classmates and mix with new friends, just, i'm afraid to. -.- Don't ask me why. I'm always afraid when i have to suit myself in a whole new environment. ARGHHH. I don't want 2010 to end fast, seriously, badly. D;

Lastly, i want to go class part. I repeat myself, I WANT TO GO CLASS PARTY !!!!!! I don't mind missing previous years one's (no offence) , but, WHY THIS YEAR'S ONE?! If you're thinking, 'Haiyor, theres still 2 more years to let you spend time with your friends.' Then you freaking shutup. You don't know anything. Its hard to have a class party with all 3E's. 3E's, you know why am i saying this right. Next year, next next year, next next next year, i don't think there will be someone organising 3E/2010 class party already, i bet. ARGHHH! D; D; D; D; I dont wana miss it.....

ps: imissmyhometownandthosebunchofcrazypeople..
ps: Piano/Violin/Guitar?

wake me up before 2010 ends.

2010-11-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

I'M HAPPY BECAUSE I WENT PAVILLION LAST FRIDAY when my mum is still at China. HAHAHAHA. I'm like a prisoner that had just set out from the jail, i know. :P Well, can't blame. I always wanted to go Pavillion but my parents don't wana bring me to. When i told my mum that dad had bring me there, she was like, 'WHAT?! , i went China you all only go, like that lah now.' LOL! Mummy, who ask you dont want to bring me along to China. HAHAHAHA nevermind,i'm not interested to China bytheway. I sounds like a kid, who cares anywayy. :P

Oh by the way, while i was walking to Fahrenheit 88, i saw this street artist. OHMYGOD, damn cool weih. My dad said it was a statue, and i told him that it IS a real human. He doesn't believe me till he saw the man moved. HAHAHAHAHA Seriously, i admire them, they can stand for idon'tknow how many hours like a statue there. No, i surely can't do that. I hardly sit quietly for few hours. Expecially when my friends are around, that will be worst, i'll disturb them like an annoying kid. HAHAHAHA :P

Byeee. Am freaking satisfy, that day. (:

the world gone upside down.

2010-11-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

The title said it all. :) lifeless human.

I sudden had an urge to buy blackberry phone. :D Yes i know, i had change my phone a lot of times in three years time, but still, yeahh. :) I find that phone is really really cool. :P
By the wayy, I'm thinking what to get from my parents if i get good results for PMR. I want my own mini red laptop/macboo. AND I want to go Luo Zhi Xiang's concert very BADLY next year. Ahhhh. :( but yes i know, get good results are for my own sake and not to hope for anything, but oh well. Just for this time perhaps. :P

Girl : Describe me.

Boy : You're ABCDEFGHIJK.

Girl : Huh?

Boy : You're amazing, beautiful, charming, delightful, elegant, fiesty and hot.

Girl : Awww. How about I,J and K?

Boy : I'm just joking.

._______.

Happy Birthday Choi Seung Hyun!

I love youuuuuu! :DDDDD

Happy Deepavali!

ps: Megamind anyoneee? (:
ps: I want to learn piano!! Desperately.

Experience is how life catches up with us and teaches us to love and forgive each other.

2010-11-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

i miss camping again. Life after PMR is awesome YET boring sometimes. :( I need something fun to entertain myself. :P

~~i'm going to be very emotional again~~

Mum is off to China. I miss her noisy-ness somehow. Hahaha.

i'mfeelingemptynow. :)

ps: Humans always don't know how to appreciate, they only started to appreciate when they looses it. (:
ps: OMG NO, i can't have that feeling, seriously.

Off.

School days.

2010-11-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

Skipped school for the whole week last week, so i decided to go to school. Yesterday was Pn.Fong and En.Zaha retirement day. Hmm, i don't really know the teachers but still, yeahh, farewell teachers! :)

Ohh, and i failed to crash Yat Kuan's house yesterday. :P Kay finee, maybe a little? Hahaha. I disturbed her a lot. Paisehhh. xD And we took lots of pictures. But i'm uploading one only. Memories! :)
I'm so gonna miss my current classmate next year, especially my close ones. (L) and i hope every one of us can make it to the class party, like, seriously, for the last year with us? :)0

Today, went to school as usual. :P Rajin rightt. *coughss* theres a talk about pimples. LOL. PROACTIV . me and Teng Yan somehow thinks that the man is quite, okay fine, maybe a little, a little GAY and SISSY. Oopss. :P And they even played Baby- Justin Bieber with the projector. AHHHHH. :D i went freaking hyper. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm addicted to that song. I listen to it almost everyday. Awesomee! :D After recess played speed, heartattack, bluff with them. Had lots of fun. :D

ps : Whats the 'free facial' about? HAHAHA
ps : Mum is flying to China few hours more. D; D; D; D; D;

its all a mess.

2010-11-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

ps: IGNORE THIS POST.
humans nowadays are freaking un-describe-able. I don't know choose to believe or not. They can just smile at you and turn around and gave you a wtf face behind. Why can't they just forgive and forget? Ahhh nevermind. After spilling everthing to Teng Yan, i felt much better. Oh well. :))

2010-10-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

My tortoise died yesterday afternoon, I'm sad fullstop

Child's eye. :D :D

2010-10-27T23:37:00.001+08:00

Koh Wen and I watched Child Eye's today. :D i'msoexcitedbeforethemoviestarted. LOL

Movie was not bad. :) Am satisfied! :D

I'm half-sicked i don't know why. I felt like vomitting (thisremindsmeoapregnantlady-.-) , and i wanted to sit down 24/7. Sorry Koh Wen, i knew it was very bored, but i can't bear with it already. D; youlah, choosewrongday :P

Wanted to eat Sushi Zenmai but ended up we ate at Sushi King. HAHAHA :P I felt so tasteless, again. :(

ps: If tomorrow i'm waking up with a flu/sorethroat/fever, i rather suicide. I hate being sick. I HATE EATING THOSE MEDICINE THAT HAD CUT/CHOP OR WHATEVER TO SMALL PIECES. No choice, i don't know how to swallow a pill. FML. So yeahh, sick, please don't visit me. -.- I HATE YOU! -.- -.- -.- -.-

ps: Saw a number of friends and i gave them a i-don't-know-you-look. OMG :(

Another awesome day . :D

2010-10-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

23.10.2010

24.10.2010 Melaka ;

the cute girl again! :P

Chocs! (L)

The very first time i had to say that this fish tast QUITE okay. :)

That round thing there is delicious! :D ice-cream were inside fyi. Unique thou.

Random shot while heading back KL. :)

Exhausted max.

i don't know what is this called.

2010-10-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

8.00a.m, sleepy-mode. :)

Groom is asked to blow a balloon and burst it in order to go in. :D

Yerr, if is me, i surely fail. i hate balloons!

She's effin cute and hyperactive! :D

Another task. :)

Done ! :D See that cut girl there? She love him alot and followed him everywhere. HAHAHA. Fyi, she's not his daughter. :)

Forced to sing a love song. :P

Out of pitch weih. LOL!

He was reading the words at the red cardboard. Its a love letter. HAHAHA. Damn funny. xD

Successed. :D

*peace pulak. HAHAHA

CHUBBY! HAHAHA :D

Shall end here. :D An awesome experience and fun. Enjoyed! :D

Days at hometown #2

2010-10-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

It suppose to looks like a heart shape, but somehow.. :)

Last Friday, went back hometown again. :D Was very hyper i don't know why. xD

*half-candid

Hometown's(muar) food are freakin yummy, delicou and tempting. Ate from morning to afternoon to evening to midnight. I'm serious about it. :D Ohhh, and the price are reasonable too! :D You can get one whole bowl of ice-kacang with only RM1.20. :D :D

Awesome nasi lemak. :D

I suggested my mum to eat at 'elephant bean', it's something like our 'papparich' or 'old town cafe' :D
And yess, my mum did not want to eat anything, i ended up eating all of it. :D

Night, there was a small party at my aunty/uncle's house. :D

Karaoke.:D

Preparations. :) Tables :)

Did not took much picture. :)

It was indeed a fun and awesome night! :D

I feel like updating twice today, mind me. =D

2010-10-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

Currently watching this drama, a very nice, touching, funny one. :D
Vaness Wu is not-so-hot. TAEYANG AND KIM HYUN JOONG is way better! Muahahaha. :D kay fine, i think i should not compared like this. :P
Xiao Xiao Bing, IS SUPER-DUPER-FREAKING CUTE AND CHUBBY AND LOVABLE AND ADORABLEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

SEEE, HE'S ADORABLE RIGHTTTTT? :D :D :D

lastly, Happy Birthday to my Biao Ge, Lu Shen Wee! :D

Sammy's adventure. :D

2010-10-21T19:03:00.002+08:00

Went to school today. Nothing much, i prefer yesterday's. :D But still awesome lahh. :D i get to know myself more and what career i can choose next time. HAHAHA. Me and Teng Yan laughed like sampats as usual because of someone is TOO 'honest' , RENDAH DIRI and NEED COUNSELING. HAHAHAHA.

Yat Kuan asked me out for that super awesome cute turtle show, (like finally someone willing to accompany me to watch! ~~sank~~ Thank You Sakai! :D) and i agreed of cause. :D

After school we rushed like nobody business just to TRY to get there by 1.45p.m because according to the stupidnoob online booking, we'd to collect those tickets that we had book 45 minutes before the movie starts. Fyi, our movie is at 2.30p.m. But yeahh, we failed. HAHA. Reached there around 2.00p.m. UNEXPECTEDLY, there's still plenty of space. LOL!

Movie starts and there's only 5 people and 1 cute kid. OMG HAHAHA. First time i saw a cinema is soo empty. :P

TURTLES ARE SUPER AWESOME AND CUTE RIGHTTT? say yess :D :D :D

Had an awesome time with her, laughed and jakun around. :D iloveyouyatkuan! AND THANKS FOR HELPING ME TO ASK THE THING, MUAHAHAHAH it made my dayy, and of course you did too! :D

Going back hometown again , looking forwardd! :D Beloved hometown is the place where i can eat super delicous food and get to be around with my awesome funny cousins. :D

ps: HI, I WANT TO WATCH THE CHILD'S EYE (TONG YAN) BADLYYYYYY!

ps: Even my dad want to watch Sammy's adventure. HAIYO. :P

Cousin's awesome wedding dinner.

2010-10-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm hyperrr! 8DDD

Around 3.00p.m, went my aunt house to get ready everything. The awesome hairstylist set an awesome hairstyle for me and i'm quite satisfied. :P Scroll down to see the result. :P

Venue. :) Sorry a little blur. xD

Taadaaa! xD it turn out to be like this. I don't think curls suit me. :P

FOOOD! (Y) ;

Reached home around 12.30 midnight. Super exhuasted. :)

OHHHHH, The awesome+handsome hair stylist used ONLY 13 pins(without rubberbands and it last till the whole long night) to set my hair up. :D :D

Days at hometown #1

2010-10-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

HEEELLO! :D

Friday night :

Sunday Morning ;

I've no idea how to described this. :) Anywayy, i googled it to make myself/readers clear-er :P

The nine emperors gods (called "Jiu Wang Ye 九王爷" in Singapore and Malaysia) actually refers to the " Jiu Huang Da Di 九皇大帝" (The Nine Great Emperors) in the Daoist deities system (Daoist Patheon). The birth of the nine emperors happened to be on the 9th of September in the chinese lunar calendar, and this day was often celebrated as the festival of "Jiu Huang 九皇" by the Daoist in Singapore and Malaysia.

The nine emperor gods are very often known as "Bei Dou Jiu Xing 北斗九星" (9 north star plough Gods), since they are gods of the stars or planets. Their mother, "Dou Mu Yuan Jun 斗姆元君" (Mother north star), is also the mother of stars.

Oh well. :) Byee. :D Shall update my Biao Jie's awesome wedding dinner. :D

2010-10-18T18:02:00.004+08:00

Went back my hometown last Fridayyy, super awesome trip. :D :D

SHALL UPDATE SOOOOON! :)

2010-10-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

Last, i-forgotten-when, returned SPBT's Form 3 book. :(

Last thursday, Went Sunway Pyramid and Subang Parade with mum! :D

Don't worry about the people in your past, there's always a reason they didn't make it to your future. (:

2010-10-12T18:01:00.004+08:00

Yes, chinese paper ended today. It means, PMR IS OVERRRRR. :) Felt quite relieved. I tried my best every single papers, hmm. :) OHHHH, and had to say bye bye to 'someone' that had accompany my throughout the whole PMR ---- BH038K028. HAHAHAHAH :D

Form 3's SPBT books are returning back tomorrow. AHHHHHH :(
I can felt the pressure during Form 4 already. HAHA :(

ps: I'm planning to do something adventurous/nice during my three months plus honeymoon! HAHAHA :P

'revolution eve' :P

2010-10-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

One more subject to go! Hopefully i get to ace Chinese! But i know it'll be quite hard. :( Oh well. at least i did my best. :)

Pn.Lau is being so kind and said good luck to us after Kemahiran Hidup paper. HAHAHA :D

Speaking about Kemahiran Hidup(PK), i screwed it badly, as usual. AHHH. Kemahiran Hidup just don't suit me. My dad always claimed that ' aiya, kemahiran hidup pass then can already one laaa ' But still, when i'm started to do or go for something, i'm going to do try my best and make it perfect. :D Hmm, anyhowwwwwwwww, i'm really praying hard for an A. :)

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀 - 我难过 5566

2010-10-09T18:52:00.004+08:00

2 more days, three more subjects to go.
I'm afraid of Kemahiran Hidup, i sucks at account, a lot, a lot. No matter how hard my friend had tought me, and i'm trying hard to understand, absorb, remember, but i still can't. I've no idea should i take Account next year or not. But my parents surely will ask and forced me to, cause i've to follow my brother. AHHHHHHHH D;

Chinese, i hint my dad about i want to drop that subject badly next year. I did not even get a single A for chinese for every of my trials and exam this year. :'( But obviously i can't drop that subject. I tried to study that subject, but A is seriously hard for me to get it. OMG :( I hope i get to have an A for chinese, i'll be very happy. :D Oh well :) I'll try my best!

ps: I'MTRYINGHARDTOERASEYOUFROMMYMING,BUTIT'SREALLYHARDFORME.MINDTEACHINGMEHOWYOUGETTODOIT?

hello, i smiled no matter whatt (:

2010-10-07T18:27:00.004+08:00

I guess my hard work had paid off. :D Three more subjects to go.
I screwed Science Paper 2 by the way. Kemahiran Hidup next week, i hope i get to do it well. I don't want to get a C ~~like what i always get~~ Praying hard for chinese too! :)

Hmm, somehowww.. :)

ps: A text from you make my day, again! :D

ps: I don't feel excited at all, don't ask me why, cause i don't know.

2010-09-28T18:20:00.002+08:00

Exactly one more week to gooooooo! :)

I put a lot a lot of effort on my studies, straight A's i wanttttttttttttttttttttttt! :D

Good luck every one, including you.

its just a dream (;

2010-09-24T18:54:00.004+08:00

i received your message surprisingly and unexpectedly, eventhough we just texted a few message, but it really makes my dayy.. :)

I screwed some of my FOKUS subject badly. :(

Bye dewan. I will miss the coldness :P

It's hard to forget.. :'(

2010-09-22T19:03:00.001+08:00

12 more dayssssssssssssssss!

Dewan rocks. :P

Number one.

2010-09-21T18:55:00.005+08:00

layered hair.

13 more days until PMR. I'm scared, i think. I'm seriously NOT ready yet. And i'm still slacking here and everywhere. :( I want to get straight A's *cross fingers* its quite hard for me, but still, yeahhh. :) I'll own a red laptop if i get straight A'sss! :D :D

PMR focus, school arranged for us, we're having some sort of exam in our school hall for the very very first time. :D :D In front of me is my super-awesome-sampat-partner AH NGAI TENG YAN! At the back of me is Xin Qi Awesome. :P I did not expect that we still can talk and laugh during the 'exam'. Hahaha. Why not PMR like that too? :P In my dreams i know. xD Ohh, and its super cold there. :( i slept like a pig after i'm done with my papers, super comfy. :DD Till Teng Yan woke me up and disturbed me. YORRR. Nevermind lahh, have fun sharing secrets and gossips with her. <3>

I HAVE TO STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Argh! :(

His mine!

ps: I think i shall try to let go.. I'll try really hard to..

i miss :(

2010-09-16T18:33:00.007+08:00

Great, exam in dewan. HARHAR.

i miss scouts party.

i hope i'm still young..

Xin Qi, i've no pictures, so i've to put your candid picture. OOPS, sorry ahh :P

i miss Camp fire night preparation.

i miss here.

Get to eat like a pig and shop till crazy everyday. :(

Lagi miss this.

lovesssssss!

*error* failed to upload the picture :'(

I miss Scouts' recruit camp.

I learn a lot of things from this camp.

And the very first time i get to sleep in a class room with my beloved ones. And disturbed them until i get to sleep. HAHAHAHAH.

My very first camp at school.

First time waked up by seniors for OBH. After the night my whole body was all dirty.

And i did not bring enough socks and long pants.

etc etc..

Awesome experience i have. (;

ANDDD ALSOO,

First time i cook for myself. ( yes, i never cook before.:( )

ohh, while i was view-ing Xin Qi's blog about her camp,

it reminds me of standard six bi ye lu xing so effin much. :(

The time we played till midnight and pretend we had slept when the teachers go ronda-ing.

The time we were bet-ing whose the one who can don't sleep until next morning.

The time i chit-chatted until i fall asleep at a chair.

Basically, EVERTHING.

I just hope time can stop for me, but, sadly, it wont.

i miss everything, seriously, everything...

i have to.... (;

2010-09-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

seriously stop facebook-ing, playing, shopping, slack-ing

AND

STUDYYYYYYYYYYY! :(

2010-08-31T18:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Malaysia! :)

I slept and eat almost the whole day instead of studying. :(

Ignore this will do.

2010-08-25T19:05:00.001+08:00

IJWTGUE.YDSTAM.IDKW.MISJLG.(;

2010-08-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

2010-08-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

it's really really hard to forget.. D;

let it be.

2010-08-22T15:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, i went to take my passport photo. It was so stuuupid. :( Retake and retake again. The photographer said i close my eyes. OMG, since when?! So i retake again, and this time i 214879505562025456% confirm that i did not close my eyes, so and again, the photographer said i closed. -.- I was so pissed off and i requested for taking a look at the photo. And guess what, i did open my eyes, BUTTT, my eyes were sepet-ed. -.- My brother even laughed at it. -.- Hellooo, can't blame me right. PFFT.

Anywayyy, yesterday was a schooling day for replacement. I skipped it. :D So how was it? :P
And i heard that my marks drop kao kao. -.- AHHHHHH! D; Can't blame, i did not stay up late for every subject except some. :) Oh well.

-

Dad : Why are you sick again?
Me : Erm erm , can't blame. Exam's stress! *=P*
Dad : Don't find so many excuse lah.
Mum : Somehow its true, remember the time before UPSR? She(me) got sick too.
Me : MUAHAHAHA ! :P

Coiincedent perhaps? :)

Ohhhh, and Lilo & Stitch was on Disney Channel yesterdayy! :D :D :D :D :D :D
Stitch is so so so so effin cuteee! :D

Off!

you never kneww.

2010-08-20T22:00:00.004+08:00

Heeelllooo. :D
Two trials down, one more trials during September! :D Feel so ~~relieve~~ ! NOT! The main one havent over yet. : ( Well, i've done my best for every of my trials, i hope i get to ace every subject. Exclude, Kemahiran Hidup. HAHA. Subject that i studied, and never go into my mind. :P

Everybody had done wrong before, included me, i'm a human. I'm forgiven before, why not i deserve one more chance? I don't know. Well, it's takdir Tuhan. :) Michelle, you just have to forget about it. :( Someone, brain wash me? :D

Weather nowadays, unpredictable! :( and i got sick! T.T Fever, sorethroat, flu, all 'friends' visited me. :( :( Luckily its the last day of trials. :) Ohhh, and i even ate spicy food when i'm having a sorethroat, so smart! :P
AND! Something I hate about exams is i can't go toiletttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!! [ whatisthis:( ] Plus i drank a lot a lot of water! :( Pn.Malar is kind enough to let me go. HAHAHA. First time right. I'm so evil! :P

Study study studyyy! :D

Off! :)

ps: Taeyanggg!

Tough on the outside, not in the inside, seriously :)

2010-07-30T22:12:00.004+08:00

One week to exam. I'm so not ready yet, seriously.
Sejarah is just like a sleeping pill for me, but sleeping pill is like much better. Oh well, i still have to study. I hope i can live in my own world without exams! Everyday life fill with joy. :D (Dream on Michelle , dream on :( )
Kay laaaa, i should not complain about those stupid subjects, pointless. :P

I got the blame always. ~~Coool! -.-~~

ps: Rain's song cheer-ed me up. :)

ps : should or should not? :(

ps: Bears are my best listeners! :D

(L)

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE GIFTS! Lovessss! :D

Hate to love, Love to Hate

2010-07-17T12:09:00.002+08:00

THEY PROVIDED UNIFORMS! Pfft!

How cann. =(

Well, i guess i still will buy it as memories although i'm not inside. D:

2010-07-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

HELLOOO! I'm here to express myself! :D

Last Saturday, Seafield's school carnival was a blast. :D Went four Haunted house with beloved ones. Fun fun fun! :D

-
Last Monday, a brand new week, full with laughters as usual, after recess.. POOF!
Mood completely destroyed by some brainless people(i'm sorry to say that but you really are!) whom stole me and my friends money. SMART SMART SMART! Gonna cook him/her weih! AHH, fine. Complaining is no use. Gained experience though. =)

Secondly, i hate bitchy people!
Thirdly, Hotel City is fun. HAHAHA :D
Fourthly, I need m.o.t.i.v.a.t.i.o.n! :(
Fifthly, I WANT TO WATCH DESPICABLE ME!
Sixthly, I love Roxy's purse! xD
Seventhly, I hate insects!
Eighthly, I can't think of anymore. =P
Ninethly, I shall stop here! Hee.

Anyhowwww, Stitch is cute. Agree? :D

ps: Scout's photoshoot 2010 Bye bye :(

2010-07-09T21:10:00.002+08:00

Loves!

Smk Seafield's Carnival Day Tomorrow! :)

Come and support :D

Heard that there will be 5++ haunted house this year. Fuhh. xD

Hopefully i will have lots of fun. =)

ps: Study study study! :(

2010-07-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

Well, CampFireNight was a blast. Exclude dancefloor, of course. First year Usher-ing, not bad i guess. :D No idea why i'm blogging here. Just to give my blog some oxgen i guess. :) Hari Terbuka held today. I did not told my parents about this. ~~Idontknowwhatwillhappenwhentheyknowaboutthis~~ Have fun SS-ing all around. HAHA. Boys lagi teruk. xD Shall stop here. :D

ps: No full-U. HOWWWWWWW? D;

ps: ~~relationshipprobsTT~~

2010-06-25T23:24:00.004+08:00

Its been a long time that i've neglect my rusty blog. Haha. I don't have the time to update or in another words, busy.

Half a semester had passed in a blink of eye, PMR is approximately three months plus to go! :( Always remind myself that i have to study everyday, BUT end up i will sleep like a pig till tomorrow. ARGH! I need motivation man! HAHA. I really want to get good results! (who doesn't? :P ) Sejarah is killing me anyway. I don't get the point to study that subject, its not like you get to use it during your future right? I guess.

Went to school for Teacher's Day celebration today. I skipped last year's, but not this year's. PerformanceS were awesome! :D :D Really enjoyed!

Campfire night just a day to go! (26.06.2010) Can't wait! :D Well, i hope everyone have fun tomorrow! :)

FYI, Changed my blogskin to a very cute and childish one. Hahaha. It takes some time to load. Bare with it. xD

Stay tune. :P

2010-04-30T23:48:00.001+08:00

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY FREAKING PROJECTS! :D

I shall make friends with books now! :(

2010-04-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hello :)
Am doing Sejarah project and i'm distracted ~~once again~~ . :P
Yesterday, Pn.Ng told us that Geografi project has to pass up within two more weeks. :(
End up, she April fool-ed us. LOL. What a cute teacher. xD
School as usual. Nothing new.

Looking forward to troop camp! :D
ohhh, and i pass my keahlian. yeepeeee. xD

Bye blog, hello projectS and bookS. :)

great, how to blog , again?

2010-03-19T23:51:00.005+08:00

I've abandon this blog a lot a lot. xD Since i've nothing to do, i shall update about recruits camp. Fun yet tiring!

maggie ftw! xD

Laugh my ass off whenever i see this. xD

one-ohh-fourr! :)

most outstanding and most discipline one's . LOL :)

Gtg now. Stacks of projects and scouts laporan is waiting for me. :(

Stitch says bye! :P